So I think I'm trying to eat myself to death. I swear I would eat all day long if I let myself. I'm surrounded by horrible food all day and all night, and it's all I eat. I can't seem to satisfy my hunger and it's starting to scare the hell out of me.
My mind has been racing all night, maybe it's not good to take a night to myself.
I'm scared, I'm depressed, I'm lonely, all at the same time and it's a bit freaky.
All this and I haven't had any caffeine or alcohol today.