Monday, October 6, 2008

Sleep walking

Not in the actual sense of sleep walking, but have you ever just felt like there are a few days in a week that you just went through the motions like you were sleep walking through them? That's the way this weekend was. I was tired, so very tired, but it just felt as though I was sleep walking through everything I was doing.

Friday night I worked, which I usually feel like I'm sleep walking through that all the time, I do what I have to do to get through the night and then come home and go to sleep. Saturday I woke up feeling good, which is a bit strange for me, usually Saturdays are not good mental days for me, but I felt good so I cleaned my house while watching the store. I got three rooms done and it felt really good, it was nice to have my house back, versus the garbage pit it had become. But sometime Saturday afternoon my mind went to sleep. I began saying things out of the ordinary for me, getting grouchy and touchy and sensitive. I went and spent some time with Free,Charro, and Cariss on Saturday night, I wasn't feeling good, but the mood was not right for the night. Something was very out of place, I don't think anyone was really in the mood to be out and about that night, I still had a good time, but something just wasn't right. I was home by midnight and curling up to go to bed, now that felt right.

Sunday after lunch I passed out in my chair during the time I was supposed to be catching up on my laundry and cleaning my bedroom. Obviously my body needed it, but I was disgruntle when I woke up knowing it would take another two weeks to catch up from this. My work schedule this week is a mess and I'll be out of town this weekend, so it will be two weeks before I really get caught up. Don't ask me how I let it get so far behind, but it does.

I did however get to spend some quality time with my friends home from Missouri and played with my godchild and his sister. We had a great time! He's at that age where he likes to give hugs and tell people he loves them. It melted my heart, what can I say. There are still a few good kids out there, they are just few and far between. ;)

So I'm pretty sure it was just my body fighting something off that caused me to feel like I was sleep walking most of the weekend, but it's really not a good feeling. I often thought I was sleep walking through life, but I'm so not. It may not be as exciting and filled with adventure as I something think it should be, but I'm certainly not sleep walking through it either.

I did get approved for my roof loan, so as long as the contractor has room for me on his schedule this year I should be getting a new roof this year....assuming I can afford it. The payments might be a little tough, but I think I can manage. As long as come spring I don't need 15 buckets strategically place throughout the store, I'll be happy as can be.


  1. Ironically enough, I just did one of your surveys on myspace so I wouldn't have to clean MY house!

  2. if the evil sellers were more clear on when I was getting the keys I would say bring your laundry and do it at my house on Saturday (how lovely that I can say that!) but they won't be delivered until Sunday sometime and you might have to head back by then.

    *Unless you just want to move in this weekend, which I'm totally ok with : )