I want it

I'm so angry right now with things happening elsewhere in my life, I want someone to rip my clothes off and have wild angry hot sex right now.

Seriously, right now.

I have a feeling I may have already screwed up with a relationship before it even started. How do i do these things?

Damn it, I pray this day just stops and doesn't get any worse.

Seriously, angry, angry sex, pounding, grunting, scratching, nail biting angry sex.

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